I could hear my heart start to beat faster. My voice started to crack when I continue telling how my day was and what happened that day on daily basis.
"I have no one behind my back, I only have myself so yeah.." I couldn't continue.
There was a subtle pause.
"Jangan la cakap macamtu. You have me, okay?" he said. Trying to convince me that he's staying, maybe.
That silenced me. If I were 4 years younger, I may have cried or touched by the warmth. I didn't know, should I cry? Or should I hold on to those mere words of affirmation?
