I registered myself for the State Embassador, in Altruistik Malaysia's. I was accepted unexpectedly. How??? .. We've gone through the action tasks and syllabus (?) which I'll make a special post for it, but I'm already intimidated by the fact that I have to give talk to other people and I've never done it before. Oh please....
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I never thought of us sitting in the exact same crowded room, but pretending like we've never saw each other. Well, thank god actually when I saw you and you weren't looking at me though, cause if our eyes met, it'll be a total awkward to each other.
imy,
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I always knew that expectations hurt; perceptions too,
but I never got through any of it, ever
whether I expect my life to be in a certain way,
or either they expect me to act in a certain way,
untimely,
sometimes I just want to break free from anything that disgrace myself
I failed in it, too, again,
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There are a lot of things going on in my mind nowadays, not a bad thing if I ignore it, but as always, I overthinked. I said things I shouldve'nt said, I confessed things I wanted to keep it as a secret, what is happening to me? I'm losing myself so much. I hate to say it, but it happens. What happened actually? I wanted this to end very quickly,
"You're different, weird and intriguing in some kind of ways, different...
it's like, you're living in a total parallel universe than us..."
Sure, >me being slightly bitter.. I'm weird, always knew that..<